I dont know..

When all of others

laugh with the company of each others

i have to cry secretly

i am scared

i dont know why

i dont have words to say

my lips are dumb / speechless

i cant see what happens around

my eyes are blind

i am so scred

i dont know why

i see dreams

i feel illusions

i feel i am lost in dark

i am so sacred

i don't know why

never got what i wish

ever try to catch what i want

but all the hopes have faded

without

i am so scared

i never knew why